Reality bites.

When was it that I started to fell head over heals over this one particular guy?

I swear to god, I have no idea.

Living for 20 years now, I've never felt this devastated over the death of someone that I didn't even know.

Grew up listening to the tune that made me want to rebel, cry, smile or just being humanly concious, that guy is just so plainly beautiful.

Now that he's gone...I can't stop to think about him only.

Wherever I go, whatever I do or whoever I meet, he's the one that came to mind.

Like a disease that I can't shrug my shoulder's off to, the thoughts of his death is eating my heart slowly.

"How niceit is if he can be here to see those pretty blue skies...once again"

"If only he can breath these fresh air that will calm his heart...again"

"If only he can be here...to feel the warmth of the love that everyone's sending to him..If only"

Remembered the time when my friends and I would sing along to Can't Stop Loving You, trying so painfully hard to dance like he did in Thriller, reminisced the past with my sister...along with the beautiful MJ's voice singing You're Not Alone as the background....he's so unforgettable.

World may have tear us apart, but your love will always be in our hearts.

R.I.P Michael Joseph Jackson. 1958-2009

In Our Darkest Hour

In My Deepest Despair

Will You Still Care?

Will You Be There?

In My Trials

And My Tripulations

Through Our Doubts

And Frustrations

In My Violence

In My Turbulence

Through My Fear

And My Confessions

In My Anguish And My Pain

Through My Joy And My Sorrow

In The Promise Of Another Tomorrow

I'll Never Let You Part

For You're Always In My Heart

Fear We Faced

Star shaped heart. A deep bright light that hides under you're emotions. Everybody have it. But do they find it? Do they search for it?...
A place where we people we know, people we like, people we love... are consider as our star.
But little that we know. This stars we keep inside in our universe,Is our escapism from harsh realities.It is our home.
Moreover, These stars we proclaimed important is in fact our source of our energy. It is Keeping us together tightly and giving us faith from fears that we faced.

Its is a destiny. A path that is called life.
This is a journey we feared. Although times and tides are rough in this age.
We can always be thankful for the stars that we keep in our heart (universe).
Be blissful and cherish for what we have.
Don't forget all the people that come and goes.
That still living, breathing or past away.
Through rich and poor.
Even though life is not on our side.

I know growing up is hard,
I mean extremely hard.
But have faith and always remember...
ours,
STAR SHAPED HEART
is always there
fragile (so care for it),
to overcome...

Fear We Faced.

Growing Up from Jr.canest on Vimeo.

.Must See Movie Next Month.

PUBLIC ENEMIES
SYNOPSIS:
Public Enemies is a 2009 film directed by Michael Mann, an adaptation of Bryan Burrough's non-fiction book Public Enemies: America's Greatest Crime Wave and the Birth of the FBI, 1933–34.

The crime drama is set during the Great Depression with the focus on the FBI agent Melvin Purvis's attempt to stop criminals John Dillinger, Baby Face Nelson, and Pretty Boy Floyd. Christian Bale plays FBI agent Purvis, Johnny Depp plays Dillinger, Marion Cotillard plays Dillinger's girlfriend Billie Frechette, and Channing Tatum plays Pretty Boy Floyd. Principal photography began in Columbus, Wisconsin on March 17, 2008[3] and continued in Chicago, Illinois; Oshkosh, Wisconsin; Beaver Dam, Wisconsin; Milwaukee, Wisconsin; Madison, Wisconsin; and several other places in Wisconsin until the end of June 2008, including the famous Little Bohemia Lodge in Manitowish Waters, Wisconsin, the actual location of a 1934 gun fight between Dillinger and the FBI.[4] Some parts of the film were shot in Crown Point, Indiana, the town where Dillinger was imprisoned and subsequently escaped from jail.

.Must See Movie This Month.

Transformers : Revenge Of The Fallen

Synopsis:

Decepticon forces return to Earth on a mission to take Sam Witwicky prisoner, after the young hero learns the truth about the ancient origins of the Transformers. Joining the mission to protect humankind is Optimus Prime, who forms an alliance with international armies for a second epic battle.

music review 1.

have u heard We Came As Romans?

they really came as romans.

try hear their Dreams ep.

they put quite good job for making pos hardcore/metalcore music.

most of their lyrics contains humanity, brotherhood & christianity.

pretty well scream & vocal arrangement with the melody.

nice keyboards effect & breakdown.

my fav song from their ep:

1. conditons

2.intentions

3.dreams

4.motion

if you listen properly, they sound just like tdwp but in wcar ways.

hahaha.

its cool ep & epic music.

I don't want!

How to avoid a person that have interest in you but you're not interested in him/her.

1. Pick up the phone when he calls. Only talk for less than a minute. Find a CONCRETE excuse to hang up. Be sure to HANG UP.

2. When you sees him/her from far, AVOID them. If you bumped into him/her accidentally and there's no where to run, PRETEND that you have some urgent thing to do. HURRY UP AND RUN! RUN FOR YOUR DEAR LIFE.

3. AVOID to look at his/her face when he's/she's talking to you..or to your friend. In short, DON'T LOOK AT HIM/HER AT ALL.

4. If that person happens to be in your YM or MSN list, block them from seeing you online. And if you feel like going further, DELETE them straight away.

5. Messages from the person is highly recommended to be ignored. Never reply no matter how pathetic the message could be.

6. Last but not least, if the person ask you "what's the matter? why didn't you reply my messages? Why did you ignored me..and bla bla". Just answer them this one simple answer "No la. Where got.."

Hm...not sure whether it'll work to people with the different range of thinking than me, but at least it worked for me.

albab.

pernah kne kurung?

pernah trkurung?

aku pernah.

byk kali jgk.
tp slalu nye trkurung dr luar.

tp semalam.

mlm agk dingin.

perot brkeroncong.

pegi memburu makanan.

siap tapau utk mereka.

aku merase kn sesuatu tak kne mse otw blk umah.

smpai umah aku brgegas bukak pintu.

cam susah ni.

tak tau ape hal.

pdhl kunci aku dh cucuk dlm tombol.

klak klak.

gagal bukak.

cis! cis mancis!

malang mmg takde bau.

peluh dingin kuar tnpe sbb.

aku pon ape lg triak kt mereka suro bukak dr dlm.

hampeh.

aku trkurung dr luar.
dh lme melepet kt luar siap mntk bantuan gergasi utk memecah msuk.
akhirnye dpt msuk.

lenguh tulang 4 kerat aku, mereka & gergasi.

siap brpeluh dingin la masing2.

bile dh brjaye.

aku & mereka cube pikir pnyelesaian supaye tak trtukurung buat sementare waktu.

lme jgk la.

smpai matahari trbit.

gergasi bg jln pnyelesaian.

mule2 bajet plan brjaye.

hampeh.

saat2 & detik2 gergasi belah dr situ kami cube ikot plan asl.

tp kecundang.

aku & mereka trkurung dr dlm plak.

mmg melepet jwbnye.

trkurung dr dlm.

masing monyok .

nmpk cam takde harapan tp matahari terbit mnyinari cam bg harapan.

nasib baek tgh ari td mereka nye mmbr cube tlg dr luar.

brjaye!

skang ni kne la selak dlu pintu tu.

nk kne tuka tombol bru.

haih.

p/s: kalo pintu bilik aku bole trime lg, pecah kn je tombol. tp ni pintu dpn. ni lg satu aku tension! fuck btol nasib aku sjak beberape arini.

hot isn't it?

wow!

recently its been quite hot.

almost like a rio de janerio.

most of the people sweating bcoz of this global warming.

should we save earth?

or we only try to destroy whats god gave us?

p/s: thanks to all my tomodachi, we manage to create this blog to share our randomness thoughts.

Star Shaped Heart?...

Stars.
We can see it every night at the sky.
But there is only two parts of stars for me.
This two parts of stars u can't see it by ur eyes.only by ur hearts..

1st part is my family.-ayah-auntie-leenda-nana-menmen.

2nd part is my best friends.
-Benedict Kruzhnige
-Louis Lamperouge
-Bakapaka

This is the true stars 4 me...