Reality bites.

When was it that I started to fell head over heals over this one particular guy?

I swear to god, I have no idea.

Living for 20 years now, I've never felt this devastated over the death of someone that I didn't even know.

Grew up listening to the tune that made me want to rebel, cry, smile or just being humanly concious, that guy is just so plainly beautiful.

Now that he's gone...I can't stop to think about him only.

Wherever I go, whatever I do or whoever I meet, he's the one that came to mind.

Like a disease that I can't shrug my shoulder's off to, the thoughts of his death is eating my heart slowly.

"How niceit is if he can be here to see those pretty blue skies...once again"

"If only he can breath these fresh air that will calm his heart...again"

"If only he can be here...to feel the warmth of the love that everyone's sending to him..If only"

Remembered the time when my friends and I would sing along to Can't Stop Loving You, trying so painfully hard to dance like he did in Thriller, reminisced the past with my sister...along with the beautiful MJ's voice singing You're Not Alone as the background....he's so unforgettable.

World may have tear us apart, but your love will always be in our hearts.

R.I.P Michael Joseph Jackson. 1958-2009

In Our Darkest Hour

In My Deepest Despair

Will You Still Care?

Will You Be There?

In My Trials

And My Tripulations

Through Our Doubts

And Frustrations

In My Violence

In My Turbulence

Through My Fear

And My Confessions

In My Anguish And My Pain

Through My Joy And My Sorrow

In The Promise Of Another Tomorrow

I'll Never Let You Part

For You're Always In My Heart