Lonely Stars

StarS..

What are you doing now?

Perhaps thinking about the blurry future that you're trying hard to go to.

We're all trying hard to go to that place.

StarS..

Do you think..

This star that I'm looking at to..

Are looking at you too?

Can he tell me..

What are you doing now?

Are you happy?

Or are you lonely?

Pitch dark sky..

With glowing stars looking down to us..

I'll wait for that day patiently..

Like those stars..

Lining up side by side in the pretty sky..

We will one day sits together side by side..

This time..

We're the one who'll be looking at them.

So don't be lonely..

StarS..

winged left foot.

i am thinking it's a sign that the freckles. i tried to be the best i can. you know. i tried to be myself again. you know. never did I mention that it wasn't my intention. this maybe can be a bit disarray. dont panic, just frantic.

shotgun burst. smoking ciggy while searching the soaring owl in middle of night. full of stars, a bit cloudy and there was no moon.

we seek motion. oops! nothing but reflection. nothingness.

the teeth in the night.

isomnia.

fuck those shit.

nothing can help me.

is it?

trying to inhale.

nothing but exhale.

hood should help each other.

your oath & righteously being abandon.

nothing except abandon.

time cannot wait.

left me searching whats wrong & right.

away from light.

oh damn it!

i...

i..

darkness fills the chest.

tightly.

dont panic.

isomnia, perhaps.

say it to me.

but it wasnt true.

was it?

i never wanted this.

coldness.

The E.N.D

Cuti dah habis ye.
Shisha castle pon dah habis ye.
Haish..

Check-out for a while Beybeh!!

reality sucks?

is it true? yeah! it sucks. most probably and literally. i didnt sign up for this. i didnt know this shit gonna happen to me. i wish i can rewind it. im sorry i cant get myself out of this shit. the only thing i can do is running away. perhaps nothing can stop those filthy bastards from getting in my way. there no such thing as happy ending. i felt so empty, every minute, every second my face getting wrinkle. my mind and my heart being poluted with confuse and trap by the cruelty of this world. nobody hears my thought. nobody will come save me. oh c'mon! am i the prize they wanted all this while? nothing worth it. you cant gain a fucking thing. a bit mess up in my thoughts. i can handlle this situation. not! im shouting! but you cannot hear it, it dwells deep inside. im shouting. no one hear it. is this reality? fuck man. after all this while i've been doing deeds for the hood. this is the way they repay me? i've giving all the best and they throw pile of rocks at me. damn this is reality. akwardness surround my the air. the butterfly feelings keep coming. i wish i can keep struggle with this reality. i havent smell the victory, yet. i guess. if you think reality is the other way round, feel free to call me. dial 1-800-reality-nothing-but-sucks.