reality sucks?

is it true? yeah! it sucks. most probably and literally. i didnt sign up for this. i didnt know this shit gonna happen to me. i wish i can rewind it. im sorry i cant get myself out of this shit. the only thing i can do is running away. perhaps nothing can stop those filthy bastards from getting in my way. there no such thing as happy ending. i felt so empty, every minute, every second my face getting wrinkle. my mind and my heart being poluted with confuse and trap by the cruelty of this world. nobody hears my thought. nobody will come save me. oh c'mon! am i the prize they wanted all this while? nothing worth it. you cant gain a fucking thing. a bit mess up in my thoughts. i can handlle this situation. not! im shouting! but you cannot hear it, it dwells deep inside. im shouting. no one hear it. is this reality? fuck man. after all this while i've been doing deeds for the hood. this is the way they repay me? i've giving all the best and they throw pile of rocks at me. damn this is reality. akwardness surround my the air. the butterfly feelings keep coming. i wish i can keep struggle with this reality. i havent smell the victory, yet. i guess. if you think reality is the other way round, feel free to call me. dial 1-800-reality-nothing-but-sucks.